EC Testimony No.3:Unchanging God by Makoto Yoshihara

EC was three months after I started serving at Tokyo Onnuri. Although it has only been a short period of time, I am always painfully aware of my weaknesses and shortcomings. There have been times when this has caused me to have a mental breakdown, so I was hoping and praying that this EC would be something that would help me in my future work. With that in mind, I would like to first talk about what I heard at the EC and then how I was spoken to.

 

  1. Takumi and vessels, pot

There is always a purpose to the objects created by a master craftsman. Because God is perfect and never fails, what God, the master craftsman, creates is the best, the masterpiece. Therefore, when it is in line with the purpose of God’s creation, it can live as a masterpiece. But that does not mean that it is “”the best”” according to the world’s values. Christ is the model person and vessel, but even so, just as Christ came in a weak form, human beings are created as earthen, clay vessels, each with its own weaknesses and flaws. We only need to shine the treasure that He entered into that weak and fragile earthen, clay vessel. Because God created us with love and passion, He takes responsibility for us. He takes care of us. He maintains it.

When I heard this, I realized that I was trying to become something like a treasure while serving. I am just a vessel, but somehow I was trying to become something different. All I had to do was to focus on showing the treasure hidden inside me. All I needed to do was to be a presence that testifies and delivers God’s greatness and works. I was reminded this once again. Please pray for me to not forget that I am just a vessel, and daily know the purpose for which God created me, and live my life accordingly.

 

  1. peace

The speaker for the men’s seminar was Pr. Seki. The message was from the passage where Jesus said, “”Let us go over to the other side of the lake.”” The disciples set out in a boat, but the lake became very rough. It’s the scene the disciples said, “”Lord, help us. We are going to die.”” when Jesus was asleep. The disciples are in a great uproar. If we break off a lot of things, he basically said that, human beings can hardly have an ironclad faith that allows them to sleep with Jesus in the storm. So faith means to cry out to Jesus, what’s in your heart, what’s true as the disciples did. Not to pretend to Jesus as our “”ideal self”” or “”what a Christian should be like,”” but to cry out to Him as we are, as we really are. To be able to say, “”Jesus, you said this, but I cant believe it.”” is a great faith. It’s a great relationship. So even if you don’t believe it, just tell it to God as it is. Then Jesus will get up and perform a miracle. He will make it calm. He will make you at peace. Lastly, as his own interpretation, he suggested that Jesus, who was already tired and sleeping through the storm, and the disciples, who were tired from dealing with the storm, slept together in the boat on the calm lake after the storm passed, in the peace of that lake. When I heard that story, I felt a peace within me that I usually do not feel. And when I imagined myself sleeping with Jesus on the calm lake in peace, tears welled up in my eyes. I was reminded to always remember that image. Whenever I am not at peace in my work or in my life in this world, I want to tell Jesus my heart as it is and always imagine that I am sleeping with Him in that peace. Please pray that God’s peace will always be with me.

 

  1. the true self in God, as seen through God’s eyes

Since God is the master, since God created me, I am who I really am in the eyes of God, who says, “”You are precious and valuable, and I love you.”” But when sin entered mankind, fear and shame entered Adam and Eve. In the same way, sin brings fear and shame before God and people and makes us try to hide our true selves. So we need to stop being afraid and hiding, and break down the walls of self-protection built up by the world’s reassurance factor. He also told us that in Christ we have our true selves. The true self is the one who is in the heart, thoughts, and love of Jesus. And when we are in the Holy One, we are made holy. We need to choose that self every moment. On the contrary, the presence of Christ within us means that we are always thinking of Him and loving Him. I am inspired to always maintain that mutual relationship, to know my true self, and to choose who I am in God. Please pray for me to be able to do so.

At the end of the conference, there was a talk about talents. Each human being has a talant that is given to him or her. There is a voice that only you can hear, a world that only you can see, and words that only you can speak. Therefore, we should be faithful to the talents we have been given. Please pray that I can do that.

 

A year after last year’s EC, I am amazed to find myself working full time in a place I never imagined I would be. Last year, I learned that I was loved even though I was not worthy before God. So I decided to go before God as I am. I decided to offer up my life just as it is. This time, however, I learned that God uses me even if I am not worthy to be a servent like this. So I decied to be faithful to the talents God gives me. I am in a place where I want to offer the best I have at the time and offer the seld as I am at the time. I am grateful.

Please pray for my future work and for guidance afterwards!

 

Here are the materials from the Inductive Bible Study (IBS) that I helped with this EC. If you are interested, please take a look.

EC Testimony 2: Bridge between Japan and America by Nanami Hiramatsu

EC23, my first participation, marked a significant decision for me. As I approach my university graduation this year, I had been wrestling with thoughts about the future direction. Should I return to Japan as it was planned, or should I stay in America? The flags of these two countries were swaying in my mind.

Before talking about my decision, I would like to share with you about my past. I spent five years of my childhood in Los Angeles. Although I was born in Japan, spending ages 4 to 9 in America led me to face an identity crisis upon returning to Japan. I felt like I had been away from my hometown for so long and faced many cultural shocks. For example, despite being Japanese, I couldn’t write katakana or kanji proficiently, and I couldn’t keep up with the TV shows or field trip memories that my peers talked about. The most challenging thing was being expected to speak English by those around me. Whenever English classes came up, I would always hear, “It’s nice that you can get a perfect score on tests without studying.” After returning to Japan, I studied English every day after school through online conversation sessions and reading English books. I also attended a cram school for returnee children on Saturdays, studying diligently while others played in the park. Until high school, I was repeatedly called out by my English teachers, asking why I couldn’t get a perfect score, why only 95 points? Japan’s English classes mainly focus on grammar, and honestly, I struggled a lot.

So I began to wonder if there was a more practical place to learn and speak English. The high school I attended had a sister school partnership with a high school in Australia. I saw a flyer on the school bulletin board recruiting host families and immediately applied. I used English in real-life situations and introduced Japanese culture and the town. It was so enjoyable that I started doing it every year. In addition to that, I also participated in programs teaching Japanese in Tokyo and Cambodia. It was during these experiences that I began to think that I wanted to continue my language learning and cultural exchange at university. Due to the high tuition fees, my parents recommended that I choose a university in Japan with a strong English program. Of course, I understood the financial aspect, but I had harbored a desire to return to my hometown from since I left at age 9 till 19. The fact that I had been doing online English conversation with a Filipino teacher I had never met for almost every day for ten years indicates how much I love speaking English. Fortunately, the only overseas university my high school had a partnership with was California Baptist University. Although the partnership had been established five years ago and no one had enrolled, and I wasn’t a Christian at the time, I was worried about whether I could keep up with the classes. However, realizing that there weren’t many schools willing to provide tuition assistance for four years, I became more eager to pursue this opportunity. Since the only English conversation class I loved in high school was taught by an alumnus of that university, I consulted with her several times. Fortunately, my activities as a host family and my English qualifications were recognized, and I obtained a ticket to study abroad. Unfortunately, after graduating from high school, the COVID-19 pandemic spread. My visa was rejected twice, and I only received it a week before flying to America. I was repeatedly asked by those around me, “Are you going to fly during the pandemic?” However, the university’s email stated that classes would be conducted in person while taking safety measures, so I had no choice but to fly.

However, three hours after arriving at Los Angeles International Airport, I received an email stating that all classes would be moved online. I thought it was a text from my parents, but it was actually an email from the school. Desperate, I went to the dormitory and met my roommate. She came from Hawaii and was in the same situation. Although I wanted to go home and give up studying abroad immediately, I didn’t want to show that side of myself. She was a very good roommate, but she returned to Hawaii next semester due to homesickness.

She was the only friend I had, and from the moment she left, every day felt like being imprisoned in a cell. I couldn’t talk to anyone, and eating apples was so painful that my jaw joints hurt. I lost weight, and both my body and mind were in bad shape. I got tired of eating hamburgers in the cafeteria every day, and one day I went to the supermarket by bus because I didn’t have a car. It was okay on the way there, but I had a very dangerous experience on the way back. As soon as I got on the bus, I was bombarded with insults like, “Why did you come to America? Don’t bring germs here,” “You are more contaminated than garbage,” and “Get out of the country, trash.” I was so scared that I couldn’t do anything and just froze. From that moment on, I developed a trauma towards American buses.

As my first year of university was coming to an end, I met a friend. Her name is Hana. She heard from her advisor’s sister that I was struggling, so she came to see me in the dorm. Hana lost her parents in a car accident when she was one year old. She was adopted by a Taiwanese missionary mother and an American father who were serving as missionaries in China. She told me that she had been bullied at school because of her different appearance from her parents many times. Still, she said, “I am with you. Wherever you go, I will protect you and never abandon you until I fulfill my promise to you.” She said that Genesis 28:15 gave her courage. When she asked me what I liked, I said, “Picnics,” and she immediately brought a picnic mat, and we enjoyed the sunset together. It somehow calmed my heart. Then Hana asked me, “Have you ever read the Bible?” I said, “I’ve opened it, but I’ve never read it thoroughly.” Then she read Matthew 7:13-14 to me. It said, “Enter through the narrow gate.” It was the Bible verse I chose to make a bookmark for Bible class in high school. I still believe that this verse is an encouraging verse for me.

Since meeting Hana, I started going to Magnolia Church, which is a 5-minute walk from the university. Although I liked worship, I struggled a lot to understand what the speakers were talking about. Bible study was also very challenging. I thought it would be easier if it were a Japanese church. However, the reality was that there were no Japanese people at my university. I searched for Japanese churches on the internet several times but gave up when I realized I didn’t have a car. However, in the fall semester of my sophomore year, when face-to-face classes resumed, the events I had always wanted to participate in at school also resumed. I heard that there would be events to convey various cultures from around the world, so I volunteered. I set up a Japanese booth and handed out origami and Japanese sweets to many students. Then someone who seemed to be Japanese came to the booth as a helper, and that’s where I met Hibiki-senpai. Many people came to the event, so we didn’t have time to talk slowly while handing out origami and sweets to each other. Still, since I finally met a Japanese person, I got their contact information. The fall semester was busy, and we couldn’t meet after the event, but we happened to meet again in the same class in the spring semester. Hibiki-senpai approached me and invited me to Gospel Siloam Church. There are hundreds of classes and classrooms at university, and there are various schedules and online versions of the classes, but it is definitely God’s plan that I ended up in the same class as Hibiki-senpai.

When I started going to Gospel Siloam Church, I was very nervous. However, many people, including Pastor Inatomi, accepted me like family. It’s a place of refuge for me, especially when I feel homesick. Moreover, I love the Friday ministries. I can connect with Japanese exchange students and sometimes talk about the problems unique to exchange students, which is very comforting. If I hadn’t connected with Gospel Siloam Church, I don’t think I would have stayed in America. Although I had ups and downs like a roller coaster, every time I praised and worshiped, I felt that God had planned many wonderful things for me to return to America.

To increase the number of exchange students saved overseas like me, I want to study the Bible more and tell my family and friends in Japan about the greatness of God in order to increase the people of His kingdom. After graduation, I will work in Japan, but God gave me the best gift when job hunting was not going well at all. It was at the Los Angeles Career Forum. While I was panicking because I hadn’t decided on a job yet, I participated in the corporate exhibition festival. There, I met a company where I could utilize my interest in cultural exchange and English. It turned out that the company was headquartered in Torrance, where I spent my childhood. I went to their booth first. The next day, I received a phone call and had several interviews with the presidents of Japan and America, and I received a job offer. I was very happy to know that I could return to Torrance.

At EC, I talked to people with various backgrounds about various things. There was someone who lost her parentsto suicide, other one who disliked Christian homes and left the church, and we talked until 6 in the morning. They had pasts that could be talked about forever. I made many friends who believe in God together like me. I want to meet them more regularly even after returning to Japan.

The theme of EC was “Takumi- Master Craftman” and I realized that I am a bridge connecting Japan and America with the theme “What was I made for?” After graduating, I will return to Japan for a few years due to financial reasons, but I definitely want to come back and tell many students. For that, I think I need to study the Bible more. I want to tell people that if you don’t give up, you can meet wonderful people, and you are loved by God who is never alone. I really want to convey that. I am grateful to everyone who prepared and operated EC23. I have been looking back at the photos and videos many times. Thank you for your hard work.

EC Testimony vol. 1 : Grace and Prayer by Michiya Arakida

I am truly grateful for being able to participate in the Equipper Conference for the first time this time, and for receiving so much grace and healing. First of all, receiving this EC scholarship was the greatest blessing of all.  Transportation, accommodation, and other various expenses were obstacles for me to come from Oregon. But through prayer, I was provided with accommodation and transportation, and I was reassured that there is nothing impossible with the Lord. This EC was the most fruitful conference I have ever attended, where I was prompted to consider my Christian faith and witnessed many works of the Lord. Here, I would like to share some of the blessings I witnessed.

I joined in prayer team and also shared a testimony for the first time at this conference. Since becoming a Christian through baptism in the United States a year and a half ago, I have attended Christian conferences about four times, but I had never involved in a volunteer work at the conferences before; I had always attended as a participant. Through serving this time, I was able to experience the love and grace of the Lord in tangible ways.

When I was recruited for the prayer team, although I had been prayed for by others before, I hadn’t prayed much for others, so honestly, I thought it would be enough to just pray. Since it was also my first time participating in EC, I couldn’t imagine the overall flow or content of the prayer team. The content of the work mainly involved listening to prayer requests from participants during the EC period. Although prayer was the main focus, we faced various attacks from the enemy while gathering as a team to pray for participants and the EC. Despite this, I witnessed prayers being answered and experienced moments of fruition multiple times. Being busy with work from morning till night, I often couldn’t find time to rest properly and sometimes fell ill, but naturally, I found myself adopting an attitude of wanting to pray for others and for the EC, and the experience of my body moving was truly mystical, beautiful, and a sensation I had never experienced before. Before participating in EC, when I prayed, it was mostly formal, just uttering words, but it gradually transformed into a heartfelt prayer to truly convey my prayers to God and to connect with Him.

In sharing my testimony, although I had shared many times at conferences before, since it was mostly done in English, it was my first time sharing in Japanese since my baptism. The theme was about Calling, and I intended to share as I had done before, but from the moment I stepped onto the EC stage until the final applause, I don’t remember much, and even now, I don’t recall what I shared. After it ended, I was alone and fearful, worried that I might have said something wrong, but I received feedback from many people saying they were “encouraged” and “moved,” not because of myself, but because it was a testimony from the Lord.

The learning and fellowship in small groups were also very enriching. My group consisted of people in their twenties, all close in age, and they were the most fervent in faith and knowledgeable group I had ever seen. Even after returning to the dormitory after the evening session, Bible studies continued until two in the morning, and even now after EC has ended, there are online study sessions. Having had such deep interactions with Christians of the same generation brought me great joy, and I am truly grateful to the Lord for providing me with this group.

EC 23 was truly filled with many blessings and fruitfulness, despite facing attacks from the enemy at times. I am very grateful that we were able to face the Lord together with all the participants and welcome the year 2024. After EC, I returned to Oregon and the new semester began at university, but through this EC, I became aware of the beauty of praying for others and received a vision for Japanese international exchang students, leading to the initiation of a new campus ministry to connect Japanese exchange students with Christians on campus and to provide a place to know God through the Bible together. This fellowship has been greatly blessed, resources and places have been provided, and both non-Christian Japanese exchange students and Christian students have been provided. I pray that more non-Christian Japanese exchange students who desire to know God and more resources and Christian students will be provided. I am truly grateful to have been able to participate in EC 23.

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